One Month Anniversary

It has already been one month since I finished my last final exam of my first year. Isn't that crazy?! I still have trouble believing that I have been out of class, essay-less and exam-free for a month. What's up with that?! It makes my chest hurt. Good God, My Chest really doe-

[Many minutes later]
Okay, okay, that was weird. I usually have no problem thinking about that kind of thing! I felt like I had a heart attack! Ha! at my age - ridiculous! Anywho, It has been a month since I've been done with freshman year, ad only ten weeks of vacation remain until we start another year of school. Only ten more weeks, my goodness... oh God... my lungs are so tight... My wrists hurt...

[Several Hours Later]
This hospital gown is so damned uncomfortable. But this bed is quite nice. Not like my dorm bed was... a bed I will never return to. Oh, my innocence lost! Oh God I feel queasy. Like I did after I saw Olivia graduate from College. Holy hell, she already graduated... What is that incessant beeping? Oh god my heart i-

[Several Days Later]
A headstone rests gingerly on a greenscape under a gray sky.